9:47 a.m. - Friday, Mar. 26, 2004
Why do I freak out when, at five in the morning, I look at my mailbox to find that my profile has been approved and already some very nice-sounding guy has e-mailed me?
And immediately I start looking in his profile for reasons why we're not a match?
I mean, folks, something deep down inside of me PANICS.
I'm a bit more rational now. But on a day-to-day basis, I'm the person who hesitates, sometimes, to leave COMMENTS in people's DIARIES because that I'm just not ready for that LEVEL OF COMMITMENT!!!!!!!
If I don't want a relationship, why don't I stay the hell away from the singles sites?
**inarticulate cry of frustration**